2:04 NSG - Fucktard - Revision history

RooK at 17:32, 11 September 2023

2023-09-11T17:32:02Z

← Older revision		Revision as of 17:32, 11 September 2023
Line 1:		Line 1:
	[[category:~~divorce~~]]		[[category:divorced]]
	<font face="consolas,courier new">		<font face="consolas,courier new">
	The trouble with feelings is that they don't have any necessary connection to logic. The trouble with logic, on the other hand, is that it is limited to what you can understand. So this brought me to the circumstance of fucking up, like a fucktard.		The trouble with feelings is that they don't have any necessary connection to logic. The trouble with logic, on the other hand, is that it is limited to what you can understand. So this brought me to the circumstance of fucking up, like a fucktard.

RooK at 04:35, 27 October 2019

2019-10-27T04:35:26Z

← Older revision		Revision as of 04:35, 27 October 2019
Line 13:		Line 13:
	I panicked. My ability to scheme processed much faster than my ability to consider ramifications. I voiced a possibility for how we could gently and amiably admit the "brilliant impossibility" and step back from it as friends, and separately move on romantically.		I panicked. My ability to scheme processed much faster than my ability to consider ramifications. I voiced a possibility for how we could gently and amiably admit the "brilliant impossibility" and step back from it as friends, and separately move on romantically.

	It broke NSG's heart. She was doing her damndest to ~~hod~~ onto every moment, and trusting that we would eventually find a way. She had every hope of navigating all the impossibilities, and had held me as an equal partner in holding that hope. Instead, I turned out to betray that hope.		It broke NSG's heart. She was doing her damndest to hold onto every moment, and trusting that we would eventually find a way. She had every hope of navigating all the impossibilities, and had held me as an equal partner in holding that hope. Instead, I turned out to betray that hope.

	We un-parked from the concert, and I drove her back home before it even began. A cynical contemplation of the way things unfolded has occurred to me as having been maneuvered into a grand symbolic inconvenience to fit the amplitude of drama suitable for NSG's stories of love lost. This would reflect many of the shadowy edges of her stories and explanations that never fully aligned. I have consciously discarded such a narrative as being both unimportant and unworthy.		We un-parked from the concert, and I drove her back home before it even began. A cynical contemplation of the way things unfolded has occurred to me as having been maneuvered into a grand symbolic inconvenience to fit the amplitude of drama suitable for NSG's stories of love lost. This would reflect many of the shadowy edges of her stories and explanations that never fully aligned. I have consciously discarded such a narrative as being both unimportant and unworthy.

RooK at 04:31, 7 October 2019

2019-10-07T04:31:29Z

← Older revision		Revision as of 04:31, 7 October 2019
Line 11:		Line 11:
	Then came the drive to the Weird Al concert. NSG made some suggestions about how to navigate our connection and dealbreakers, all of which demonstrated for me several axes of impossibility for me along with a deep sense of inadequacy. I'm just not built for tertiary fuckbuddies, emotionally, and my limited sexual experiences had difficulty following all the varied exploits she was referring to. Then the conversation moved on her rock-solid definition of one deal-breaker for her, and her anguish was heartbreaking.		Then came the drive to the Weird Al concert. NSG made some suggestions about how to navigate our connection and dealbreakers, all of which demonstrated for me several axes of impossibility for me along with a deep sense of inadequacy. I'm just not built for tertiary fuckbuddies, emotionally, and my limited sexual experiences had difficulty following all the varied exploits she was referring to. Then the conversation moved on her rock-solid definition of one deal-breaker for her, and her anguish was heartbreaking.

	I panicked. My ability to scheme processed much faster than my ability to consider ramifications. I voiced a possibility for how we could gently and amiably admit the "brilliant impossibility" and step back from it as friends, and ~~mutually~~ move on romantically.		I panicked. My ability to scheme processed much faster than my ability to consider ramifications. I voiced a possibility for how we could gently and amiably admit the "brilliant impossibility" and step back from it as friends, and separately move on romantically.

	It broke NSG's heart. She was doing her damndest to hod onto every moment, and trusting that we would eventually find a way. She had every hope of navigating all the impossibilities, and had held me as an equal partner in holding that hope. Instead, I turned out to betray that hope.		It broke NSG's heart. She was doing her damndest to hod onto every moment, and trusting that we would eventually find a way. She had every hope of navigating all the impossibilities, and had held me as an equal partner in holding that hope. Instead, I turned out to betray that hope.

RooK at 04:44, 29 September 2019

2019-09-29T04:44:50Z

@@ Line 1: / Line 1: @@
 [[category:divorce]]
 <font face="consolas,courier new">
-The trouble with feelings is that they don't have any necessary connection to logic.  The trouble with logic, on the other hand, is that it is limited to what you can understand.
+The trouble with feelings is that they don't have any necessary connection to logic.  The trouble with logic, on the other hand, is that it is limited to what you can understand.  So this brought me to the circumstance of fucking up, like a fucktard.
 </font>

RooK at 03:34, 29 September 2019

2019-09-29T03:34:38Z

← Older revision		Revision as of 03:34, 29 September 2019
Line 1:		Line 1:
	[[category:divorce]]		[[category:divorce]]
	<font face="consolas,courier new">		<font face="consolas,courier new">
			The trouble with feelings is that they don't have any necessary connection to logic. The trouble with logic, on the other hand, is that it is limited to what you can understand.
	</font>		</font>

RooK: RooK moved page 2:4 NSG - Fucktard to 2:04 NSG - Fucktard

2019-09-09T11:51:35Z

RooK moved page 2:4 NSG - Fucktard to 2:04 NSG - Fucktard

← Older revision	Revision as of 11:51, 9 September 2019
(No difference)

RooK: Created page with "category:divorce "

2019-09-09T11:44:51Z

Created page with "category:divorce <font face="consolas,courier new"> </font>"

New page

[[category:divorce]]
<font face="consolas,courier new">

</font>